Section 4: What I have learned This is how I saw my experience - what it is really like and what actually did happen.  And most importantly, this is how I have changed, both physically and mentally.

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Section 3: What will be Here were my hopes, expectations, what I have learned and the changes that have (and I hoped would) come over me.

Section 2: What is This is what I thought would happen, and this is how the events had been colored by my fears

Section 1:  What if These were my nightmares, the things I dreaded, thoughts that tormented me on the eve of my surgery

Section 1:  What if These were my nightmares, the things I dreaded, thoughts that tormented me on the eve of my surgery

Section 2: What is This is what I thought would happen, and this is how the events had been colored by my fears

Section 3: What will be Here were my hopes, expectations, what I have learned and the changes that have (and I hoped would) come over me.

Back to Sub-basement Intro

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Section 4: What I have learned This is how I saw my experience - what it is really like and what actually did happen.  And most importantly, this is how I have changed, both physically and mentally.